Jocelyn posts :

Hello blog :D I created this blog, trying to mend the sisterhood between me & my friends. I realise I haven't been spending alot of time with them. So, I'm trying to mend our friendship with this blog, hopefully, everyone makes an effort to come here & post. Not just me, myself struggling to keep this blog alive.

I didn't notice, it've been 2 years 9 months of our sisterhood. For marcia's case, it has only been 9 months. But we're close as ever. It doesn't matter even if you know us for one day, if we consider you part of us, good enough :)

For the past few months, I've been tagging along with my sisters. Idk, if I'm sad/happy with what I'm doing but. At least there'll be people for me when I need someone. Not like some loners on the streets. So lonely, they have no one to talk to. So, pathetic, they could only stare at people with friends.

And also, for the several months that I left you guys. It was the hardest time for me. Because, I was thinking & reflecting on how to improve myself. I really, want to be better for you guys. I don't just want to be me, I want to be a better me. And referring to Yf's letter (no offence), she said I looked happier with Mel, Nic, Alicia & co. In fact, like how I replied her letter, I am happy with EVERYONE, & ANYONE. I just find it easier to express myself around them. Because, they don't just talk about topics I can't talk about. Sometimes, they talk about topics whereby, I am able to fit into.

I'm not trying to tell you girls that, you girls should stop talking about k-pop & Show Luo. I know, that's not very nice. It's just like making me shut up about Justin. LOL. Ikr. I'll never shut up about Justin. But, if you girls, can maybe, cut down on k-pop & boy-bands & boys. Maybe I'll try to fit in. But sometimes, I just can't. I can't bring myself, to hang out with you girls. Because you girls are like aliens to me, talking about something, Idk. I want to fit in.

So, I guess, this blog is made. So, I get to understand better. Till this day, only Crystal still doesn't know I smoke. I can hide it from here, now. But I can't hide it from her, forever. So, Crystal, I SMOKE! :D But, I'm planning to quit, yes, like how I said the other time, but I really want to quit now!

I conclude this post, hoping to mend our sisterhood. I love you girls (L)

I don't want our friendship to die, I know it've been in the worst condition. I'm trying to mend it. Please give me a chance. It's still not too late for me to turn back.